It’s been so long since I’ve stopped in to talk to you! I hope you all are doing lovely.
Pyper is 11 months old now, I cannot believe it. I’m planning her FIRST birthday, and I am so excited. We had her first Christmas since I last checked in and it was amazing, she was in awe of everything under the tree. She talks so much now, she says Sadie, Hi, mama, Dada, nana, and done. She LOVES dancing to all music, it’s her favorite pass time. We are still happily nursing, and sleeping together. She is the light of my life.
As for me, I finished Real estate school!!!! I go to take my board test on Tuesday (today is Friday) I am so excited, and nervous, and feeling a little lost in the shuffle.
Being young is HARD, being a young parent is even harder. How are you suppose to have a plan, and know what to do all the time when you are still learning who you are and what you want in life? How are you supposed to ensure a wonderful planned out life for this amazing helpless person who relies on you for everything, when you don’t even know what you want to eat for dinner? It’s hard, is what I’m learning.
I haven’t checked in much because I’ve been down and stressed lately and. didn’t have much to share, honestly.
Xayne and I went through a rough patch that we are trying to work through. We cannot afford our bills, which is a secret I never spill, but I need to let it all out so I can process. I have officially started applying for jobs, which I know doesn’t seem like a big deal to you, but to me I’m so sad. Xayne and I had wanted me to stay with Pyper until she started school ,but that just isn’t happening.
So, away basically I’m trying to come up with a year plan, because lets be real there is no way I can come up with a 5 or 10 year plan, cut a girl some slack.
By this day next year I want
- To NOT be stressed about money
- Be on track in my real estate career
- Have a happy heathly relationship with Xayne
- Be in a nice home
- another baby?
- 500+ in savings
- Debit paid off
I’m not 100% sure how I’m going to get there yet, but I think it would be great to document my process and bring you guys along the way.
At the end of the day all we want as parents is love, happiness, and stability for our children.
I hope you enjoyed and related to my ramble.
I will be updating you,
but I have some chili calling my name.